a quick post about ...something else

it's amazing that i am not celebrating passover ,and i am not in Israel but still this year i have something that is weird for me in a way.... i don't know if it's because of the holiday season in Israel or is it something else , but right now i think about issues around me and my family... issues around my past,( i have no regrets just thoughts ! ) issues around relationships with family members and others and etc ...for some reason these issues are alive again and i have no idea why...