the plain crash in amsterdam

when i have heard about it this morning i thought oh no and i wanted to know why and how it happened and  i wanted to know if there are any survivors ! what happened in that plane and to that  plane with 135 people in it its just too horrible to think about or imagine!  the whole day up till 30 minutes ago i have followed the news in different TV channels and internet via news sites (mainly dutch)and i ask myself if i want to take a flight again cause it can happen to me too (and it's me talking i never got scared when it came to flying  now i am not so sure ......)