right before bedtime hi guys

the past month was one on my hardest months ever i think! i was like an insane person .... allot of things have been happening good and bad and just to take it all in it was just a bit too much for me! and besides that i am stressed out about the trip to Israel and about a few members in my ****** up family and etc... i just hope that this trip will be fun short and with no much stress i don't need shit from anyone these days .....